They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last for ever
But it wasn't our destiny
'Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

um.
friday is a nice dayy! ;D
haha,enjoyed every single moment of celebrating Asyiqin's Sweet Sixteen.
its reallyreallyreally niceeeee.
and i baked for everyone.
its brownies,oke,the best i have ever madeee.
aside from my mudcake, which i kindda lost my touch and last year's mudcake was
pretty bitter.
at least i can still bake.
i'll bake more for euu people, IF i got th time aite?
haha.
i got my Staff Sargent rankkkk! :D
i was happy and at th same time doubtful(?)
i d k if that's th right wordd.
still, i get it and part of me thinks YES, i deserve it.
and another part of thinks, NO, i dont deserve it.
at least i know,i did my part for the unit.
and i DID contribute.
im not boasting.
why cant people just see me for what i have done for th unit.
even if its a little, i still did contribute.
why must they look past me and see my flaws. thereafter, judge me through my flaws.
no ones perfect right?

a n w.
yesterday.
me,nadhirah, azlin and hani went to NUS fr the Bengkel sajak.
we got LOST at first when we reach there.
haha, becausee first we missed the bus like two times?
then th paper say we have to alight the moment the bus turns to the left.
there was a left turn at first,which is just a bus stop away from the interchange,
nadhirah almost hit the bell.
but,nahhh.
it makes no sense because we might as well walk there.
so at the second left turn,we alight and walk ONE big round to the place.
=,=
seriously, its ONE big rounddddd.
we arrived slightly lateeee.
but still the wholeeee workshop is nice plus funn! :D
i had funnn.
after that we went to Clemanti to have lunch, Hani left us first.
then we decide to have lunch at this coffee shop. ;D
oke, we were super broke so makan macam economy gitu.
still our tummy are filled.
went home.
FINALLY, i manage to have a napp. ;D
and the rest of th night went on byyyyyyyy like thaat.

you told me to be nice to you.
and when i did, you seem like you want me away from you.
i hate it when you act like nothing has ever happen between us because it
hurts.
i tried my best to find reasons to hate you so i could get over you, but everything failed
because everytime i find a reason to hate there is a reason to not.
when you said we will be close friends, i dont feel like as if we are even friends.
i have always thought of you always sticking to your word, but now, you didnt.
and when you promised you will stay until i get back on my feet, you left me instead.
and i cant stand alone.
you used to be a big part of my life, at th very least stay in my life if not a big part at least a tiny part.
because i cant lose you completely.

that's what friends are for.